Monday, 28 May 2012

Dainty Creeper

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I, a dainty creeper
clamber on dingy, stony wall 
of Your house with verve;
clinging, clenching with
tiny rambling hands,
grounded in mire 
to sustain somehow
my fledgling existence in air.

Crumpled, bruised
by myriad burning arrows 
of crude sandy storm,
oft descending to dusty ground;
but persevere to rise 
again and again,
not broken by hollow strokes.

Aiming high I step up to roof
holding up a rope of courage;
fostering an innocent ambition
to grab into arms that 
ultimate, boundless sky,
until cut down by Your scythe
to blow Immortal seed from body.
                                                           -Shivali




Saturday, 26 May 2012

Just One Piece

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A memorable anecdote strikes my mind occasionally, whenever I look down alley of life and I am keen to share it with all. It occurred few years back when I took up a job in a secondary school to deliver lesson plans as per requirement of my B.Ed. program and was assigned merely senior classes to teach.
After a relaxed Sunday, I reached school at sharp 7:30 to start another new day in school with assembly. After finishing with it, I was handed over time table of current weak by time table in charge. I threw a causal glance on it like every weak assuming not much change in schedule, but I was quite surprised to see my name on it as a substitute teacher in column of class 4. I was puzzled and to resolve it I went to the time table setter and asked -“Why class 4 is assigned to me?”
“Ma’am, class teacher of this class is on leave today and no other teacher is available to replace her due to their occupied schedule, while you have less periods today to teach, that’s why.” She replied hurriedly.
“But mam, it’ll be difficult for me to handle primary class without experience and moreover, method of teaching them is also different. Even I have nothing prepared for them, at least you should have told me beforehand.” I said exasperatingly.
“You don’t have to worry so much ma’am. Just engage them in some activity or give something to learn and keep vigilance to maintain decorum to avoid any disturbance for other ongoing classes.” She said engrossed in her paper-laden table.
Seeing her reluctant manner I grabbed attendance register and headed to the classroom situated upstairs on 2nd floor. I could overhear the notorious noise of the kids even from outside walking through the corridor.
As I entered into the classroom, all students chimed in chorus-“Good morning ma’am”.
“Very good morning students”, I reciprocated informing them- “Today I’ll be taking your class in absence of your class teacher.
Now began bombardment of their cute queries, chattering, laughing, fighting etc. I literally had to shout to keep them in behavior causing my throat a pain. In meanwhile I floated a look at a thin, weak-looking boy sitting silent in a forlorn corner behind, not responding to anything in class. I asked him for reason. Before he could be able to speak out something, other students seemed to be more eager to tell about him -“Ma’am he never completes his homework.” “He never learns his lessons”, so on and so forth. It flared up my curiosity to know more about him. I tried to prompt him to break his silence ordering others to keep silent. From the information delivered by him hesitatingly, I concluded that he, named as Krishna, belonged to a very poor family and few days back he had fractured his leg due to an accident.
The rhythm of class was broken by a shrill buzzing of bell announcing for lunch break. Students got busy with their lunch boxes in a hustle-bustle and I drowned myself into copy-checking to utilize my time utmost sitting right in the class, as I was not supposed to leave the class even in lunch time. Suddenly a loud voice echoed in room- “Listen friends!! Take out a piece of food from your tiffin and put into this box. Each one of you!” I lifted up my head to see who it was. It was Shabana, head girl of the class, addressing all students with an empty lunch box held ahead in her soft, tiny hands.
Unaware of the real situation I asked her – “what’s the matter Shabana? What are you doing?”
“Ma’am Krishan brought no lunch today, so we are collecting food for him.” She replied.
And within no moment the box was overflowing with rainbow-colored variety of food, sufficient to gratify the hunger of any person. She gave it all to Krishna for eating with a contented smile on her face.
The contribution of just a piece caused no lack of food for well-fed students, while it gratified hungry stomach of a poor student. Although, it was acted most innocently on students’ part, but it left a mark on my conscious, overwhelming heart with generosity hidden behind the naughtiness of those angels. Kudos to the teacher who taught them such values which are only buried in leaflets of books nowadays; specifically for elders!! At that moment my only concern was that if these kids would carry on applying the same values with practical approach when transformed into adults or would indulge themselves into farcical show business abdicating all human sensitivity?
It also impelled me to deliberate the symbolic situation of crisis prevailed in current society where rich are growing richer day by day snatching the grain from hungry mouths of poor rendering them poorer. This small step of kids should be considered a lesson to us, the so called adults and mature people. If wealthy and prosperous people equipped with all resources consider it a valuable duty to share a tiny part of it for welfare of myriad of poor people, the day is not far away when India will see a new sun to lit up with equality by uprooting the weeds of poverty as well as of social evils; born and flourished from the womb of mother poverty.

Thursday, 24 May 2012

Expedition With Time



@This painting is copyright of Shivali

When life blossoms
with joy and boons;
Under silver bright sky 
glowing with moons,
why you slip away in haste?

Not letting me rejoice
 its odors and hues;
Sinking glorious sights 
in dim, dark blues,
Why you flee on wings to space?

I want to hold you
or chase your trail;
 “Stay” I beseech too
 but to no avail,
Why you leap as unleashed apes.

When petals of life
fade away in autumn;
To fell on barren land
- rusty and rotten,
Why you slow down your pace?

I try to drag your
slow cart with hope;
To catch realm ahead
when too weary to cope,
Why you become passive in race?

Be any season of life
- vibrant or drooped,
O time! Be just 
in all shades of mood,
Why not you harmonize your pace!!
Why not you harmonize your pace!!
                                                                         -Shivali


Thursday, 17 May 2012

Dear Parents!


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O precious choice of God for me!
not only sky, not only the earth,
but gave me this whole universe
when you gave me the birth.

You provided me with golden feathers
to take flight with feet on ground ,
fed me bites from empty vessels,
kidnapped my agony, if any around.

You radiated in darks like burning lamps
to ignite my room with smile among tears,
and sparkled in nights as million stars 
to illuminate my roof shedding foe-fears.

Your prayers grew with me growing up
in hope to protect me from every evil eye,
however far be in days - gaily or plight
I found you with me to laugh and cry.

You seemed to guise in hard sometimes

yet containing sweet, soft kernel inside,
your affection- an unfathomable sea or
heat concealed in bosom of ash to pride?

You appeared to extend hands of savor
when I engulfed in deep hole of dismay,
and shared the most informal affinity
that never expected me to repay.
                                              -Shivali



Tuesday, 15 May 2012

Book Review- "Great Expectations"


Great Expectations by Charles Dickens

This classic masterpiece of Victorian era is completed by me yesterday.The novel is brimmed with suspense and revelations as well as with ingredients like love, emotions, abhor and conflicts amongst different social classes. Its plot revolves around the life and expectations of Pip which spans from his childhood to the mature adulthood. Pip, an orphan lives with his ill-tempered sister and her husband Joe, a blacksmith who is good-hearted, jolly fellow and closed to Pip. One day Pip confronts an escaped convict Magwitch, who frightens Pip to steal food for him from home. Pip is called for by Miss Havisham, a rich spinster, to play with her adopted niece Estella in her Satis house. Pip is attracted by Estella’s charm but is bewildered by her strange behavior-sometimes contemptuous and sometimes compassionate. Pip feels embarrassed on his humble origin and here forth start his great expectations.
Pip’s life takes a turn while a lawyer Mr. Jaggers appears at his door with an inheritance of fortune by a mysterious benefactor for Pip to study in London and become a gentleman. Pip imagines Miss Havisham to be his benefactor to enable him equal to Estella’s level. To his astonishment Magwitch appears at his doors and discloses himself as his real benefactor to repay Pip’s kind deed of childhood. Pip hesitates to accept his money earned by wrong means, but tries to save him from being arrested.  Pip goes abroad with his friend Herbert to earn living by hard work.
To talk about character of Pip’s sister, it’s difficult to believe that an elder sister can be so crude with little orphan brother as is shown in the novel, while her husband is sympathetic and friendly to Pip, though, Pip abandons him after becoming a man of fortune. Miss Havisham is also characterized in a unique way. She prepares her niece Estella as a proud girl to break the hearts of her lovers mesmerized by her beauty just to take revenge with all men; because Miss Havisham herself was betrayed by her fiancée at wedding alter. Throughout the novel she remains in her tattered wedding dress and leaves the decorated room as it was since the wedding day. The various characters are woven into story having a link with each other. For instance- Estella comes out to be daughter of Magwitch and Molly, a maid of Mr. Jaggers etc.
The diction of Dickens may be considered a bit complex for modern readers but novel is enriched with emotions, pathos and humour. Although written a long time back, the theme and characters seem to be universal and are significant even in present scenario when people take wealth as a token of happiness. Pip represents today’s youngsters, who are following money blindly to fulfill their expectations unaware of the secret of happiness. 

Friday, 11 May 2012

Harmonized with Peace

@This painting is copyright of Shivali
It gets darker n' darker 
gloomier n' gloomier,
then abruptly pours down 
like shower of tears,
but clearing the path 
for a day even brighter;
just as it be an optimistic beholder……

Peep through floating clouds
smiling sun beams,
odor of shimmering flowers,
humming of bees,
water pearls shining silver
on quivering wet leaves;
cast enough spell to forget all grieves…..

A veil of green all around 
seems to invite me -
"Step out of your haven,
relish a walk with ease,
in lap of mother nature 
harmonized with peace."
Strolling thus aimless 
also has an aim behind-
a soothing serenity of spirit and mind....
                                                                     -Shivali



               


Saturday, 5 May 2012

Search for Happiness

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Contentment is parent of eternal happiness. Everyone on the earth aspires to attain this happiness. We have been facing a drastic transitional period for last decade; where many people are emerging with new social perspectives, who indeed seem to be eager to do something worthwhile to gratify their soul and follow true happiness. But you have to face lots of social constraints and hurdles in the way of achieving it.
Generally people in our society see what they like to see. They think of others as per their own mentality. Two sorts of such folks can be found around us quite easily. One- who are not as much contented with their own progress as they are dissatisfied with other’s apparent happiness, I use word ‘apparent’ here as nobody on this earth is wholly satisfied (as we know that destiny has both- good and bad stuff in its store for us). And second are those- who never let go an opportunity to dig out your pain and to flaunt their sympathy reminding your weakness. These people see only one side of coin and without knowing about real condition, start accusing, cursing or making fun at the back at your misfortune and don't bother about your sentiments. Could anyone write his destiny by his own hand? If you try to lead a remorseless life pushing miseries behind, even then they don’t let you to. How could you look happy and satisfied?? You have no right to!! Why do you do that? Why don’t you do that?? Oh!!! Such people are so incomprehensible. Few questions crop up in mind frequently when I confront them- Why such people always try to find faults in others instead of appreciating virtues. Is it necessary for everyone to take part in cat race of gaining benefit cutting the throats of other participants without gratification of the soul? Why can’t we live and let others live peacefully on their own terms? Why people carry a double standard with them and try to preach only instead of any right-doing themselves? Merely one thing I would like to convey in this regard- we ought to help out others in need heartily according to our capacity instead of just preaching idly. Such preaching loses its meaning until transformed into any worthwhile action. Then and then only one can find true satisfaction and happiness of soul, which can convert an average odyssey of life into a memorable one.
As to quote Mahatma Gandhi - “Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.” 

Thursday, 3 May 2012

Life-tree


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A strange wind of fortune
Blew you to me
Paving way for
Starry, golden dream
                       Tied in chaste vows
                        Not to let off thee
Through whole excursion
As ever it would be
Being always there
To stand by together,
To cope up with any
Storm and weather
Under cool shadow of
Firm, vast life-tree,
Tasting its sweet -sour
Fruits with spree
Now playing with
Its lush green leaves
Then treading on
Pale, brown in eves
This tree is not rooted
In mud or any sand
But deep cemented
In compromise land
Irrigated with love                 

By compassionate hand………
                                 -Shivali




Tuesday, 1 May 2012

Already Mine


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Nothing is to gain, nothing is to pine;
I wish to preserve things, already mine.

No one is ever wrong, no one always right;
A strive to hold my own views upright.

No value is obsolete, no rule novice;
An urge to imitate my updated voice.

No custom disgraceful, no manner to sigh;
Just want to celebrate my ways up high.

No secret to reveal, no crime to hide;
Only a candid glimpse of my inner-side.

No fate is ruthless, no luck as benign;
I greet my destiny, why to malign?

No blame expected, no praise to shine;
Let me earn pure love and faith of thine.
                                                                                                                                         -Shivali